Eyes of famished lust seek the spirit of my soul,
lingering over the hardened rock that was once the soft mound called a heart,
pools of want, need and lust all reflected together
swirl with the tide of emotions, sucking in the innocent air of this woman.
Your piercing gaze touches the centre of my aching heart,
my knees begin to tremble with certain emotions,
my hear beats like a pounding drum,
I wish to turn, I wish to run yet something keeps me motionless.
Your lips of faded pink approach my face
and gently you slip a kiss into place upon my forehead,
you seek the window of my soul for a sign that is green with go,
you see a frightened little girl excited with glee,
you tenderly brush your lips upon mine, kiss me deep, tasting like a favourite wine.
Tongues wrapped around for minutes that seem like hours,
I feel I can't stand and that this lust of ours
will swallow me whole, turn me inside out,
I'm the happiest person alive, in that there is no doubt.

The darkness envelopes me inside it's blanket,
my ears searching for the slightest of sounds, the beating of my heart like a drum inside a cage
I seek slumber with a hope of ease...
yet I know .deep inside it's not to be.

The hours flow by, I wait for that deep and distant cry
the pounding fists upon my door
the chains that drag me along the floor
I rise up from this hardened stone
and pace these walls of hollow bone.

A sound I hear, a familiar sound
the belting fists that make the rounds...
they bustle in and as I fight,
they drag me out into the night.

Caked mud dries in my hair,
I seek the crowd to see you there
I whisper words upon the wind
don't you know this is the greatest sin.

I wish to share my words with you,
of life and health and futures true,
yet here you are about to torture me so,
and throw me into the darkened pit below.

As you pile the last red brick,
upon my grave you gently sit,
you buried me alive as I whispered my needy curses
and they will come back to haunt you these old and magical verses.
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*End*

Don't tell me why you walked away without a second glance,
I don't need to hear the excuses of what was once ours.
As you walk the paths of time remember that as you left I stood and cried inside,
my heart wilted like a flower without the sun,
I no longer believed in what was true anymore. 
Crumbling emotions started to fade as the midnight moon shined her light,
I tossed and turned alone in the darkness of the night,
the chill grasping me in it's fingers,
roaming, touching my curvy form,
a cry pierced the sky and I knew that was my soul letting you go.
Upon the air memories of us were bound in mist ,
and away they floated high towards the distant stars...
where they would wander for eternity and never fade with the starlight.
My mind became sensible, true and free,
 I was ready to wake the next morn and know that your tormented soul had released it's grip on my being, the wilted heart of days gone by suddenly breathed and seeked new oxygen...
gasping as it refreshed it's organ, 
I turned and whispered thank you to the guardians stood at the foot of my bed,
without their love and protection I was doomed to pass the future years bound by hate and disappointment to a man I once loved.

Situations of another time makes the mind wonder how the heart can ever be wrong, when someone truly loves another soul why do we sometimes close our minds and ignore the emotions that sway inside, is protection the only reason so?


Are doubt and fear mixed in with this, does our heart know love that will be future distress, can she feel it beating way down low, the aftermath of love no longer glows, questions of why I ask and think, surely love should just go with the moment fine.


Strings of raw flesh are pulled in sensations, pinched and played like perfect music, this heart flutters whenever I think of you, whenever I dream of future images of what may be, as I hear your voice gently say hello in that special way.


Love should never ever be interfered with, should never be questioned or doubted, true love may only exist in fairy tales but happiness is reality and walks this earth with every new breathe released, so next time you doubt the one true love remember that it is your time to learn, live your life, make those mistakes and most of all love.